So it’s been quite awhile since I’ve done any Dream Diaries, so I’ve had some of my dreams just adding up to the to do list. I figured now would be a good time to blog about it.

To read my previous Dream Diaries, see here: https://jonathansacceptation.blogspot.ca/

Dream Diary #5 – Ongoing Journey

I recall the location I was at. It was at my family’s farm in the back barn, specifically right by the hydraulic control system for our alleyway scraper (it moves manure towards the manure pit). I know the location well: There’s two gates for either alley, headlock gates on one side where the cows and heifers can eat, stalls where they can rest or sleep on the other side, two garage doors behind the gates, etc.

When I was there, I noticed there was many valuable items, valuable to me that is, sitting in front of me between the two gates in a place that would be out of reach for the heifers that would’ve been within the gated area. For some reason, there was no heifers around, not much of anything really. It was just me, these valuable items, and my surroundings. I didn’t do anything with these valuable items, I just saw them sitting there scattered around.

Then my dream flashed to a sort of cabin way off in the woods. It was a modest cabin and it felt comfortable to be in, it set me at ease. I flashed back to the barn, but I found myself on the farm’s Polaris Ranger (a 4×4 utility vehicle we’d use for work). I started driving back through the fields to reach that cabin I had seen, but I knew that I wasn’t getting any closer to it. I was just travelling, getting nowhere.

Then I woke up.

Dream Diary #6 – House With Many Doors

With this dream I saw a beautiful house on a one or two acre lot. There was a gravel road that ran up the right side of the house from the road. I didn’t notice until other people had pointed it out within my dream that there was many doors on the outside, an excessive amount. I went inside and saw even more interior doors, some that were normal sized, small sized, and even large sized. I didn’t go through the large ones.

I was exploring the house and looking within the rooms, usually they’d be empty and would have more doors within them. I specifically remember crouching down and opening a small door. I looked inside and saw another small door that was open where my Mom and brother was looking right back at me. They proclaimed something along the lines of “oh look! It’s Jonny!”

At this point I was trying to lock all of the exterior doors to prevent people from coming in without my knowledge, but no matter my efforts someone would find a door that was unlocked and would come in.

Then I woke up.

Dream Diary #7 – The Monster Within

This one is a particularly strange dream. I was told that I would be getting into a relationship with a girl in some kind of tribal setting. There was a catch: I couldn’t show any emotion otherwise she would turn into a monster. Of course, when I was around her I had shown emotion and she then transformed into a monster and proceeded to destroy everything around her. I recall being grabbed then tossed far away to a point of safety where I could watch the destruction.

I wanted to be around this person when she wasn’t a monster, but it was difficult to do when I knew I couldn’t show emotions without risking another catastrophe. This process repeated with me approaching the girl again and showing my emotions to which the inner monster would be unleashed once more.

Then I woke up.